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Burn It To The Ground Tonight

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Sep. 9th, 2016 | 05:12 pm

Sometimes I can't tell if it's the Depression talking, or just genuine awareness of my emotional surroundings.

This entire afternoon, I've been looking at my life and been going, "Why am I putting up with this?"

Why am I putting up with a publisher that takes three months (or more) to cut royalty checks?
Why am I putting up with a publishing house that can't get my books listed in print on Amazon?
Why am I dealing with a editors that put off notes for two months (and counting)?
Why am I putting up with an unsupportive relationship?
Why am I putting up with an unsatisfying relationship?
Why am I putting up with a life where I'm either worked to death or bored to tears, with almost nothing in between?

I want to change things, but I don't want to get rid of things.
I want to replace the bad furniture, not sit on the floor.

I can't tell if I'm sad or angry.

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siphraniax3

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from: siphraniax3
date: Sep. 10th, 2016 12:12 am (UTC)
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Very sorry :(

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