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Oct. 14th, 2016 | 04:43 pm
location: Raleigh, NC
mood: Tired
music: Avengers Theme Remix

This week was awful, then last night there was a big spin, so now things seem...not good. Optimistic? Hopeful? I dunno. Not bad is a good place to be comparatively, though, I can tell you that.

I'm beyond stressed, I can tell you that.

I have a convention next week that I'm laughably unprepared for. MAGFest is looming and, like this coming con, I'm not prepared for that either. Bills mount and family troubles linger.

I find solace in my art, but I'm distracting myself with work that isn't professional viable or really even marketable. it's good for the soul but it won't do anything for my portfolio and that needs to be my focus right now. I have two books in development and my audience grows. I need to have more manuscripts ready. Yet I find myself lulled away with the siren call of vanity works. And thus far, I've had little success trying to make time for both, or split my efforts.

I'm not really that bad, the week prior not withstanding. I'm just tired and my enthusiasm wanes. But that candle still burns, which is more than I can say for some days.

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